August 10, 2007

Why Muffins?

Posted by Sari

Most excellent author and translator J. Pekka Mäkelä threw a  meme at us asking why the blog is called "Eating Muffins in an Agitated Manner".

In the last years of the last millenium Jukka and I played around with an idea of a web journal of sorts, something that would have essays and reviews and whatnot, but never got around doing anything about it. What made us take the leap was Jukka's cancer. We had lots of friends both in Finland and abroad, so a blog seemed like a good way of keeping everybody updated on his condition. So four years ago August 2003, we started this thing.

Naming it was surprisingly easy. Wilde's "The Importance of being Earnest" has always been one of my favourite plays, I have a habit of quoting from it almost as much as from Asterix. We were watching the new movie adaptation (With Rupert Everett and Colin Firth), when Jukka suggested that we might coin a name for the blog from one of my favorite scenes: Jack and Algy have been jilted by their sweethearts for pretending to be Ernest, and take the rejection in very different manner. Here is the scene from the classic 1952 version (beginning at 00.30).

We liked the symbolism of the name, of muffins representing life and the manner of eating the manner of living. We liked the juxtaposition of frivolous and serious, it resonated both to our own situation and to the fact that Wilde's most sparkling, shining play was written at a time his life was turning into a nightmare. And we liked the mental image of stuffing your face with muffins in agitation, so very unlike Algy. So that is why we have long unwieldy and silly name for our blog :-)


November 02, 2006

NaFaWriMo

Posted by jukkahoo   

Time flies when you're not feeling too good.

I've been somewhat depressed and down these past two months after Finncon. Multiple reasons and I'm not going to go into them, nothing health-wise, though. Next check-up will be in September 2007.

I'm trying to get over this slump (of creativity and of gigantic proportions) with new regime. First in order of things: I'm calling November the National Fanzine Writing Month. At the end of this month I'll have material for three fanzines: Arimoniitti #4 (my long-suffering FAPA-zine), Legolas 4/2006 (the Finnish Tolkien Society's fantasy magazine, with special theme-issue honoring Robert E. Howard - and his century) and the slightly hush-hush fanzine for something I'll be talking a LOT soon(ish).

Same rules apply as with the regular NaNoWriMO, but this is not a novel (evidently!) but material for fanzine(s). 50 000 words. I'm expecting to write a fair deal about Finncon, as well as Swecon and various other little meetings (Kirjamessut etc). Åcon, for sure (hey, Hal Duncan!). We may even soon have a place to have the con. Could you believe that Åland hotels are bidding over us? More info ASAWGI.

Talking about Finncon: our gracious GoH, Mr. Jeff VanderMeer has started doing a new column -  called Dispatches From Smaragdine - for the SF-Site and what is that fungi... erm, fun guy talking about in his first piece? Here is the evidence, pardon if I'll go and demonstrate the colour of a fire truck to little Myy.

And why didn't nobody told me that Propaganda actually a good band and not just the odd German one with that one good song (Duel).

More soon.

September 25, 2005

I'm OK, you're OK(?), we're all OK!

Posted by jukkahoo

Once more I have visited the hotsipal and once more my doctor has told me I'm OK. Blood, CAT and all that jazz were good. Hurrah and huzzah!

And as it has now been almost two years since the implantation of my veinal gate (laskimoportti), it is due to be removed. Should happen the 10th of Oktober. Sigh! Goodbye my sweet cyborg appliance, who remainded silent thru the Kittilä airport security check, the Seutula one and mightily beeped at the Brusselleux International, thus giving an excuse for that Belgian to frisk me. Farewell!

I'm taking this as a good sign, and so should you too. I wonder if they let me have the thing? Could it be turned into some kind of a pendant? I think I'll have to ask.

Other news: I have been watching the new Galactica. It isn't half bad. I just said today, that I think it is the best sf-series since DS9. Then Teemu (or was it Marko?) asked whether it is better than Firefly. I have to admit it is a close call, but galactica has better premise and no stupid sooooooooooo out of place element.

Anyway, me likes. It's not the best thing since sliced bread, but a very good sci-fi tv-series. I must admit I was more than a bit sceptic about the modernisation of an old and definitely camp series, but Ronald D. Moore has done a very nice job with combining the original idea and characters with today's perspective. Good casting, though I cannot see the sultriness of that Jessica Simpson -lookalike. Baltar, Starbuck, Adama, Tigh and president; great choices. Not too sure about Apollo, and very uncertain about Boomer. And the human cylons. Too much this "what am I?", "what is love?" and "gee willikins, I can have sex!". And some other things, but as that would really need getting into details, I think I'll pass. Check it out, though. Jukkahoo says: "verra nizza!"

What isn't very nice, is another childhood/teenage love: "Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy". Oh, for f**k sake what a piece of c**p! Laugh-free near two hours, with decent choices as characters, but utterly dismal script and staggeringly fun-free dialogue. How the frag can they manage to distill Adams' radio-play/books void of anything funny? C'mon, the dialogue was there already! How can you possibly take out all the humour? What kind of a sick joke is this movie? How could that brainless twat at the showing snicker and giggle thoughout the entire movie? How is it possible, that I actually paid good money to see this... travesty? I could've just burned the tenner, or wipe my nose with it. Must have been both funnier and less painful that way.

New Galactica = Good. HHGG-movie = Bad. Health = Good.

Summa summarum = doubleplusgood. I can live with that.

May 27, 2005

Belated Health Update

Posted by Sari

Jukka had his quarterly check-up on Wednesday, and blood-tests were all OK, actually Maija (fourth) apparently thought the values vere pretty darn good. Which was nice. Actually, it was more than nice.

Next check-up is in September, and includes a CT-scan.

January 22, 2005

First year in remission

Posted by jukkahoo

The dreaded moment I had been anticipating and waiting with restlesness was over almost before I had time to say respond: "I'm fine". Not a bang of any kind, not even a whizz. Just a short meeting with doctor Number six(?, not really sure, I did remember her as one of the last ones): "everything is fine, all the results are great and the pictures look normal".

A sigh of relief, turning into a near cardiac arrest with: "This first year is of course the tough one, when lymphoma most likely returns, but the next two years are also very important, as we need to be sure that it doesn't renew itself". I knew all of this, but the way she said it all just got me off-guard.

This year, my check-ups will be every four months (late May the next one). We had a wee chat and after I had told her about my sleeplesness (between my tests and the meeting), she wrote me a prescription for sleeping pills. Now I can sleep whenever I want to (as he wrote, while realising that it was already over 2AM...).

So I'm fine. Again. Needless worrying and all that. I'm just a very happy, healthy man.

November 08, 2004

I didn't know I've been evacuated - at least partially

Posted by jukkahoo

(They seem to have done some renovations here at the TypePad, again. There's finally strkir

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I went to see my onkologist. This time he was a very nice (Russian?) fellow, with perfect understanding of Finnish, even though he did "eeeeeeeee" a lot before he (once again) remembered the proper Finnish word.

I'm hunky dory. The various values were all within normal parameters, mostly very good, he said. My TT-scan was a rousing success, but they noticed some (and here I'm refering to the original report in Finnish): "Vakuuttavaa lymfooman aktivoitumiseen viittaavaa ei ole nähtävissä. Etumediastinumissa pientä epätarkkarajaista tiiviyttä, jonka kliininen merkitys jää epäselväski. Tätä lienee aiheellista pitää silmällä." Apparently there is some kind of unaccurately visible condensation (or summat, feel free to translate the original, my linguistially inclined friends) in my anterior mediastinum .  I'm more happy about the first line that reads more or less like: "No affirmative sign of lymphic activity". I'll take that as a good sign.

My doctor also said that a) I'd be going to these tests for nine (9!) more years and b) the implanted port in my chest would stay there for the duration. No problem with neither of these things. Slight inconvinience is a smallish price to pay for certainty. And the policlinic charge of €22.

The report also said: "Kuvattu natiivina jugulumista symsyyfiin." And: "[...]nekroosiin mennyt vas. kainalon tuumori evakuoitu[...]" Well, I never...

Now that I'm more or less happily OK, I managed only last night to sneeze a painful hole to the roof of my mouth. I have never ever heard of this and I'd be hard pressed to believe such a thing, but since it did happen to me, I'm inclined to do so. It's fairly painful (when swallowing) and practically prohibits me from eating anything with a zing to it. Like pretty much anything. I hope it'll heal soon and why shouldn't it as mouth is right about the fastest part of our anatomy to heal. With all those good thingybobs in our saliva.

And now: back to NaNoWriMo.

June 22, 2004

Sanan valta

Posted by Sari

Oletteko te huomanneet miten ruma sana syöpä on? Ihan noin esteettisin kriteerein. Ei se nyt käy korvaan ihan yhtä pahasti kuin kuuluisa puolustuspuhe kissanrääkkäyssyytöstä vastaan, mutta lähelle se pääsee. Vähän kun oksentaisi sanan ulos: syöpä. Etymologialtaan se kai kuitenkin tulee "syödä" -verbistä, sitähän se tauti tekee. Joka tapauksessa, ilkeälle taudille ikävä nimi. Vaan sen käyttäminen on kovsti hankalaa, monta kertaa kun kertoi puolitutulle että Jukalla oli syöpä oikein näki kuinka sana aiheutti aversioreaktion. Helpompaa oli puhua tai kuulla vain kasvaimesta - joka olisi siis teoriassa voinut olla hyvänlaatuinenkin - tai lymfoomasta joka taas kuulosti lääketieteelliseltä jargonilta. Minulle tuli oikein pakkomielle puhua syövästä: syöpä, syöpä, syöpä, syöpä, syöpä: taudin nimi on syöpä kaikki muut ihan yhtä oikeat nimet alkoivat tuntua eufemismeilta. Tuntui hyvältä saada jonkun mielenrauha vähän järkkymään pelkällä sanalla, ihan kuin panisi vahinkoa vähän kiertämään: me eletään syövän kanssa, vähintä mitä te voitte tehdä on kuulla sen nimi.

Tämä tuli mieleeni kun siirsin lompakosta kahvikassaani kolikoita. Kahvikassa näet on mukava marimekko-kukkaroa muistuttava kangaskukkaro, osa syöpäjärjestöjen rahankeruukampanjaa jossa pyritään tekemään sanaa ja tautia arkipäiväisemmäksi ja vähemmän pelottavaksi. Kampanja on ollut menestys, tuonut syöpärjärjestöille niin julkisuutta kuin rahaakin, mutta myös kritiikkiä. Onko oikein tuotteistaa vakava usein kuolemaan johtava tauti? Ja niin raflaavalla tavalla kuin Paola Suhosen kuosit tekivät.  Mene ja tiedä. Merkittävää ehkä on että vaikka tuotteet ovat myyneet yli odotusten, aika harvoin niitä katukuvassa näkee. Syöpä T-paita jää helposti yöpaidaksi tai mökkiasuksi sen sijaan että rehvastelisi se päällä kylänraitilla.

Myöntää toki täytyy että mikäli syöpä ei olisi koskettanut näin läheltä omaa elämää, tuskin olisin minäkään kehdannut kukkaroni kanssa viuhua kaupungilla, se antaa oikeutuksen rikkoa tabua.  Joka sekin on problemaattista: kuinka pitkälle oma kokemus antaa mielipiteille enemmän painoarvoa kuin esim. asiantuntemus?

Tai ehkä minä vaan problematisoin liikaa yksinkertaista asiaa. Ehkä ihmiset haluavat tukea syöpäjärjestöjen työtä mutta eivät koe että kirkkaanvihreällä pohjalla valkoisin kirjaimin toistuva "syöpä 156230-109910" on heidän makunsa mukainen kangaskuosi.

Se numerosarja on muuten avustustilin numero.

March 18, 2004

WOT? No more port wine?

Posted by jukkahoo

So I went and saw a doctor today. This time he was the one blond (dyed) haired middle-aged dude, whom I had seen once before, but I can't seem to place him. Where was this and why? Named Teerijoki (or close, actually more like "Teeri..mmumble.. How do you do?") apparently.

Had a wee chat, where he told that as far as he can see, the Monday's pictures look fine and dandy, but since there was no statement from the X-ray doctor, they'd phone me next week with the results. As to the other tests, everything else was well within the normal parameters - even my white cell levels, though they could be a bit higher - except my "virtsahappo" (seems to be uric acid), which was 509 (as opposed to normal range of approx. 190-460). This is a clear indication of a possible gout. A gout!

No more port wine, then.

As well as no more smoking. Dr. Teerimumble encouraged me not to start smoking, since (and this here was a bit cryptic in my mind) "one plus one is three in this case". Come to think of it, it makes perfect sense. Occasional cigar now and then is not out of the question, since "secondary smoking is everywhere and one does inhale the bad stuff once and a while".

I had to ask about excessive drinking, but that apparently is up to the Big Boss ie. Sari. I consider excessive drinking being a bit more than few pints of beer at St. Urho's Pub every other week.

All in all, this looks very promising. Dr. Teerimumble said that at this point the risk of renewal is about 20% (after three months) and it'll slide all the way down to about 5% within the first year. Three years from now we're talking about a possibility of one percent or less. I think I'll survive...

March 15, 2004

Hotsipal visit

Posted by jukkahoo

Today I visited the Good Old Cancer Hospital and underwent some check-ups ie. blood and a CT.  And no, I have nothing to report on the health-side of things, since I won't see a doctor until Thursday. So you just HAVE TO WAIT until that. I'll report ASAP.

Lots of needlemarks. A prick there, a prick here and a rather frustrated nurse, who apologised profusely for sticking a needle and then some into my arms. Couldn't find a blood vessel that didn't burst up the moment she tried to syringe some liquid to it. It really hurts when a needle is being injected to your hand. Imagine that four times. Finally (after six futile attempts) she was able to find a suitable vein from my left arm.

Which burst right open the moment the scan was done and the iodine supply was shut. Luckily so. Blood all over the place. Didn't stay for the clean-up. Waiting for Thursday and the verdict - fingers crossed.

Kothar - Barbarian Swordsman was "eyeofargonish" to the very end. This really makes most rpg-fiction look like Nobel-prize contenders. Terribly satisfying to see, that you can get published, even if you don't have a single intelligent or new idea in your head. And yes, it's sad too.

February 11, 2004

Luminous tags and other paraphenalia

Posted by jukkahoo

I'm well.

Or so my doctor says. Sirpa (sixth!) saw me last Friday and we decided that my lump has melted a bit and will probably continue to do so, and therefore there is no reason for me to continue seeing a doctor on a weekly basis. Next check-up: Ides of Mars.

This has been a bit of a drag: waking up one morning with an irritated lump, just after you've been told you're OK and normal life lurks just around the corner. January was a bad month and February has started with a flu, so things aren't too shiny or happy in Casa Tali. But we shall endeavour to change our combined sour face to something far more cheerful, healthier and positive.

I have also been to a dentist. I don't really want to talk about it.

Have you noticed how gad-awful cold it is?

...

I've been reading a bit, not too much since I was a bit on the gloomy side of things and I couldn't be that interested in anything more demanding than tube-watching. I actually watched several dozen episodes of Enterprise. How sad is that? But I did read few books.

Like John Maddox Robert's Hannibal's Children. It's an AH with the point of convergence at the gates of Rome, whilst Hannibal is outside, waiting to get in. And he does. It is a good, solid book, which smells a LOT like Roberts is going to be write a number of novels in this world. I'm personally looking forward to that. No real review here, since it's one of my Kutspah-books for the next Tähtivaeltaja. As is Ian R. McLeod's The Light Years. A superior book that ranks high on my list of great, new speculative fiction books. Something like China Miéville, something like Sean Stewart, something like (ghasp, a Real Author!) Charles Dickens. Look for it, you'll like it too.

Another book I read just recently, is Simon Winchester's The Surgeon of Crowthorne (it is in fact one of our dozen or som BookSale-books, more of that later). This here is a biography of sorts, about two men, who both had a wee bit more than just a bit to do with Oxford English Dictionary. Dr W. C. Minor was a millionaire Civil War (American, that is) surgeon - and a madman and a murderer. Dr James Murray was the editor of OED. Minor moved to London after Civil War and lived in various "ill-reputed areas" of London, before he killed a total stranger and was sentenced to mental institution, since he was considered to be totally bonkers (most probably paranoic schizophrenic). English correctional system had just "invented" humane methods and since Minor was also American, he got sent to a spanking new Broadmoor Asylum. From there he assisted as a volunteer contributor (reading LOADS of books and collecting words from them) of the OED for several years.

Murray was also somewhat oddball himself. Since the family was poor he was forced to quit school when he was 14, but he was so smart and eager to learn more, that at 17, he was the vice-principal of the said school. He also tried to teach Latin to cows and, my personal favourite: "[]...comparing, in lexical terms, the sheep-counting numerology of the Wowenoc Indians of Maine with that of the moorland farmers of Yorkshire". Eventually he managed to find himself with the Best and the Brightest of the British scholars and was finally chosen as the editor of OED.

This is microhistory, interestingly told and with a sensible ratio of serious academic jargon mixed with genial banter and humour. Liked it a lot, not the least because it's rather short (200 pages) and it tells a tale worth telling. Winchester has a good sense of telling a good story instead of the facts (which he also mentions, but on occasion very cursorially). This has all the ingredients for a very nice BBC-drama. Will Self calls this "Tour-de-force", so it must be good.

As said, we went and checked the BookSale last... (Thursday?, no) Friday - and managed to spend far too much money. Not that there was that many really interesting books, but because the Sale-part of this hullabalooza has been lost, probably forever. OK, half-price is good, but if one compares the sale-prices with, let's say six-seven years ago, the gap is huge. Those days you could really make some finds and save a LOT of money, but now - in order to do the same thing - you have wait for the very final days of the Sale and count your blessings. Not that much to write home about, me reckons. I have these few items I'm interested in, but not really that much, that I'd be willing to pay the price that is there right now. We'll see what happens.

And if you don't already own a copy of China Miéville's The Scar, go NOW. Akateeminen is selling for measily €5,90. Buy it, buy two and give the other one as a present.

I went to HKL ticket service at the Railway station and loaded some value to my Travelcard at the counter. The nice woman servicing me decided that I needed new covers for my card (she was right, the old ones were pretty torn) and gave me them. But only after she had taped a luminous tag to it. I kept wondering the need for that the whole time I was sitting on the bus. I keep my Travelcard in my pocketsies, no car (nor the actual driver of any vehicle) can see the reflection from there. What a silly idea! Am I now supposed to  wave the blasted card in my hand while promenading the dark streets and alleys of our fair town? And then I saw the light. Just like with them fri£@$€ng Rose petals!!! By the way, Tuhkis-Yuza is a complete moron, a regular nimcampoop: he figured out the solution in 15 seconds! Ha!

Does anyone know which is the first actual Finnish comic book? And when it came out? I came across this rather delightful sequential picture book today and it is from 1905.

Next weekend promises to include only turkey and more turkey. Syksy is in Finland and Da Prufussionaals are having a real good old honking turkey-film festivities at Nalle's place. Hot diggity dang!

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